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Self-Sabotage theatre with Me, your friendly neighbourhood INSANE PERSON.
Me: I will get up early tomorrow and go to the library, and because I have reset my sleep patterns I will not annoy my girlfriend by taking a sleeping pill or drinking ( Read more... ) -
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Me: I need to finish this synopsis today ( Read more... ) -
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well i have reached the stage in the story where i need validation in order to continue, which is a little like saying i've reached the stage in life where i've accepted that i'm a sack of pus. did i not just waffle about learning to not rely on validation from external sources and write only to please myself? ah yes, but that was for the future. ( Read more... ) -
Merry Christmas and I still haven't stopped being a shitty person
Recent activities have seen a certain backsliding in maturity: watched the entire first disk of my Christmas present from Lindsay, which was the Horrible Histories box set (aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh), have accidentally fallen into rereading the few Asterix books I have and also making Jess read them (I am an expert at looking past the GINORMOUS RACISM ( Read more... ) -
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Things I need, in descending order of actual need ( Read more... ) -
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Blogs
Immoderation and the pitfall of the superlativeLocking myself out of Tumblr has made me more productive, although possibly not in the right ways. It has, however, also cooled my temperament down to merely worrying and berating myself for lack of work instead of "MURDER MURDER MURDER". I think I'd like a Chrome add-on that puts a green block ( Read more... ) -
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A short list of shit I have absolutely no one to talk to about:
- Crap things involving any accidental resurfacing of my wretched ex.
- Gender issues on a personal level
- Future plans
- Concerns re: sex.
I have in at least two cases painted myself into that corner. Oh well. - Crap things involving any accidental resurfacing of my wretched ex.
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Remember when you used to:
All my meandering essay posting that I was going to make basically boiled down to "I don't want to wake up any more and I'm pissed off because my life is over and nothing I do will be adequate punishment to people for having impinged on my existence", so I'm going to post that instead.
I miss being thinner and younger and more capable of just ( Read more... ) -
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Let's all thank the laudable successes of my friends for not making me feel proud of them but rather reminding me that I still haven't done quite a good enough job in tamping down my ambition to be something other than an unemployed Tumblr-jockey, and that I am still fed up that I don't have the social skills or desire to publicly humiliate myself ( Read more... ) -
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liza: your mum, man
me: she's like wanted to be a lot of stuff and she actually pursues it and shit but it almost invariably fails
me: meanwhile i learnt from this
me: i don't pursue anything